how did you get through it? i stare at him, and i often see myself, looking back at you. what were you thinking? what was i thinking? what is he thinking? how did you handle those challenges? the moments? the stages? where did you find... inspiration? the sourcing? the way through? to continue on... remaining rock solid never wavering i looked back with everything...trusting as I still do today forever with greater perspective on a deeper level without the tangible spoken word your insight is forever locked out of reach, yet within feels like a large, beautiful vessel off shore within the sunset i feel deeply for your gold of which i will never receive yet, filled and driven by the mystery of the unknown what would you have done? said? responded? reacted? felt? what are the details? how did you get through it?
The NBA alerts on my phone were heavy. Bam Scorhing Hot in 1st Half. Scores 41! Bam Goes for 60! 70 for Adebayo! 83 Points for Bam on Historic Night! It all felt, well, surreal. My immediate thoughts were, "Who are they playing? The Wizards? The Nets? Ahhh, the Wizards. But, 83? What?! I didn't see the game. I won't pretend to have. Often lost in sports is the context and overall feel for the night. If Bam were a Knick, and I was watching, in the building, or following along, I too would want him to go for every bit he could have. I still remember Melo's 62. Everything about that night, right down to the triggering thought of Ellie Goulding's "Burn" , which was the featured song on Friday Night Knicks. January 24, 2014. If I even hear that song in the waiting room at the Dentist's office, I'm thinking of Melo's bender for 62. You're weird, man. There were others as well - Randle's 57 before he burned out, and Jalen Brunson...